Sure or not???
Tinggal lagi 2bulan aku nak tukar title from Miss to Mrs. Makin dekat masenye, makin ragu2 aku rase. Dalam hati ni so much questions+arguments.
Pasti ke org ni? Blh bahagie ke? Sanggup ke aku nk tempuh hidup bersusah payah dgn die ni?
Haaaiiiii...i wish life could turn back at anytime we like..in dreams..
Tapi aku masih bertahan.
Lelaki itu.
He is so much hate in my eyes. Sangat kasar. Had no manners outside. Totally different from how am i been growth. Satu soalan y xpernah ade jawapan is 'WHY I CHOSE HIM??'
Maybe this is what people called 'love is blind' or 'i've been spelled' or xtau lah.
He gave me so much pain in my life. Like a pail of hurt and only cup of smile. Tempik+marah dah jadi makanan aku since i welcomed him in my life. Air mate seorang strong woman semakin murah. Bukan ini yang aku mahu utk hidup aku.
Tapi aku masih bertahan.
Kasih Sayang.
Kasih syg yang die bagi hanye terase bile mood die bagus. Mase ni berbakul-bakul ayat2 manis berterbangan menusuk telinge. Tapi bile mood bertukar warne, bergelimpangan kate2 kesat depan muke aku. Theres sometimes, kate2 SYG yang aku bg, dikatenye bosan, malas nak layan, atau
'xde mase la, org tgh sebok dgn keje', 'asik cakap bende yang same, ingat org xfaham ke??'
Lelaki. Tidakkah kau tahu, kate2 itu nilai tulusnya is priceless and only for u.
Tapi aku masih bertahan.
Why him? Why this pain? Am i being fair to my life, self, me??
Aku percaye Allah ade semue jawapan ni. Aku cube bertahan.
